That girl was me

There was a girl I knew who always wanted to be the one to stand out from the crowd
Always believed that she was gonna live her dreams
That what went down was gonna come around
For all the doubters, non-believers, the cynicals that once were dreamers
One of these days you'll open up your eyes
And you'll realize


That girl was a one time teenage drama queen
A hot, tough everyday wannabe
But she'll have changed her destiny
Now she's a somebody
That girl was a wild child dreamer but she found herself
'Cause she believes in nothin' else
And you'll look back and you won't believe
That girl was me

Armed with an attitude that she knows how to use
She's gonna get there any way she can
Now she knows what she wants
No one is gonna stop her
Nothing's ever gonna hold her down
For all the doubters, non-believers the cynicle that once were dreamers
One of these days you'll know that you were wrong (who would've know)


Life is a work of art- you gotta paint it colorful
Can make it anything you want
Don't have to stick to any rules
You don't need a high IQ to succeed in what you do
You just gotta have no doubt just believe in yourself

Temporary Insanity

We're nothing in this universe.nothing.

I think I'm losing my mind.

I feel chained down.

I can't run. I can't shout.

Sometimes I feel cryptic reading what I wrote before.

It seems that my heart is falling apart from my mind.

Can someone please take away this pain?

Just gimme something to get rid of this feeling.

It hurts to hold back and watching the frustrations grow.

I'm all mixed up, confused.

I had no idea what to do.

It's like I've signed for a game where everyone knows my name.

I'm drowning in my emotions, My happiness fell off the track.

I hate Cinderella and all fairy tales now.

There'll never be a happy ending for everyone.

At the end we still die.

It's just so hard to stay strong when nothing is right and everything is wrong.

And the problem with strong people is that no one ever knows when they need help.

When the curtain falls she drops her fake smile and lets the tears escape.

That's it. Ain't this pathetic?

ps: please tell me you'll love me like a star...

Shadow

I was six years old
When my parents ran away
I was stuck inside a broken life
I couldn't wish away
She was beautiful
She had everything and more
And my escape was hiding out and running for the door

Somebody listen please
It used to be so hard being me
Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
My chains are finally free
Don't feel sorry for me

There's so much I wanna say, but sometimes things are better left unsaid.

I don't mean to close the door
but for the record my heart is sore
you blew through me like bullet holes
left stains on my sheets and stains on my soul
- werewolf by cocorosie

Meredith's and mine

At some point,you've to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is so messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them. But there're some lines that are way too dangerous to cross.

The world you're looking at only exists from the outside,the only reason I survive in it is that I always knew it's empty. Maybe I'm not the person everyone thinks I am...

I love Alexz =]

It's week 5 next week, my fyp is already making me getting more and more aspirin...thanks to my grumpy and fussy supervisor...argh! I really need to scream my lungs out in front of the sea...hmm,any recommendations for a nice beach destination?

I know I've been MIA for awhile...bahaha,maybe I'll disappear some times after this, maybe for an even longer period...rofl XD (had no idea why I can still laugh when I'm dealing with shits lately,maybe I just need to "flush" it after all like what ryn said) ^^

Seriously I need some sparks in my life, so yea, Poppy is making a huge come back on Stage 'cause she took a moment today to notice all the little things in her life and realized it was a beautiful sight =]

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I tried to change
I tried everything
Like headlights in the rain
Drifting back again
Somewhere out there
Gathered in the dust
Sometimes I can't remember that was us

There was a time for reason
A place for every season
Times I couldn't run away
From you
I can't believe it's morning
I can't believe it's pouring
Should I leave you here
And run away

I want to change
I'll try anything
I wanted you so bad
It nearly drove me mad
Somewhere out there
Gathered in the dust
Sometimes I can't remember that was us

Better now than never
Better late than forever
I never meant to waste your time
It doesn't seem to matter
Maybe nothing really matters
Long enough to break it all away

Somewhere out there
Gathered in the dust
Sometimes I can't remember
Sometimes I can't remember
That was us

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Okay,I gonna confess I love AJ till death...

Each and every song of her stole my heart completely *hearts*

She's just so frigging incredible and I hate the fact that Instant Star has ended... =(((

It'd be so damn perfect and interesting to have her in Glee...

(Okok, I aint goin to burst into tears...)