You'll be remembered.

3 tests, 2 assignments, 1 presentation, and 1 project to be done before the final.

It's so damn difficult to juggle between my study, my job and my own business.

There's hardly any free time left for myself. I don't even think I stand a chance to rest in this coming sem break. Not until next January.

Btw, I really hate my current template, it reminds me of something and someone.

Hmm.He'll not find me. I hurt him so bad. I know it's awful but it's for his own good.

I wish we're still friend but I guess he'll be hating me for his entire life if he could.

Maybe he won't even read my blog again. You people please don't come up to my ass and ask me to take the initiative to talk to him. No way. Cause he hurt me too and he knew that pretty well. But for his information (in case you're reading this), I'm mad no more.

Maybe he won't believe I'm talking bout him right now. Okay, my bad. Cause I scold him once and asked him not to be so sensitive and overreacting as he's not that important to me.

Sigh. I'm not regretful of what I've said. But it's rueful we're not friend anymore.

Seriously, I cherish each and everyone who left footprints in my life. No matter who they are. Perhaps some of you will eventually forgetting me, but you'll be remembered somewhere in my heart.

S, IMY.

Something happened last nite. My sleep was so dreadful. I kept dreaming of her.

S, please don't do that to me again, my heart shattered because of your action.

I'm glad to have took the initiative to talk about the issue with you this morning.

I miss the good old days, when we're still young; and the place we used to hang around, where we always share our tranquil moments together and talk about the future, our passion and philosophies of life.

How long have it been since we last talk to each other,Just the two of us?

You taught me a lot of things in the past, you shared your dreams with me and were always there to encouraged me whenever I stumble in life.

There's no words that can possibly describe how I feel towards you. You're my guidance, you're my teacher, you're my role model, you're my senior, you're my friend. You're the special one.

It doesn't mean that I don't give a damn if I'm not there when you need me. I do care, but in a different way. It's awkward for me to approach you just like that after what had happened. And you already have that special someone taken care of your everything. I just feel like it's futile for me to worry so much. All of that sudden, I thought I am a surplus. You had no idea how I feel.

But I'm happy it's all over now. It turned out that we had misunderstood each other. And I really appreciate your words. It helps a lot to a certain extent. You made me realized what friends are for. I hope there're still plenty of chances to talk to you, like this, again. I MISS YOU.

living in the radio,lost in the stereo's sound.

I'm gonna change my template once I'm free to do it.

ooh, and yeah im running my own business now.

One last thing to be done and I'm all set to announce it.

I knew I've been putting it aside for quite some time due to some unfavorable circumstances.

But now everything seems to be going back on the right track except for the fact that I'm still not okay with my life.

ARGH...I guess I'll be alright again before you even realized something's wrong with me.duh.

Gimme a break. I need some air to breathe.

Buddha said Being successful cannot bring you happiness cause happiness is the key to success.If you're happy with what you do,you'll be successful.

Now my life is screwed, I'm not happy at all in the things I do.

I don't have a passion for business.

I don't like to read thousand of pages of a fucking damn textbook which the content will eventually became a history once I step my feet out of the varsity.

I don't like to search for journals or articles by sacrificing the whole night and skimming what can be implemented in my bloody assignments.

I don't like the hectic life I'm going through now.

I don't like the fact that I'm actually struggling to even breathe...

Gimme any good reasons that I should be happy!

If you're telling me that I should be grateful for what I have, that I can breathe and talk and walk and eat,SCRAP THAT!!!

Reality Check

A few words for myself

At least it's the first day of the rest of my life
I can't be afraid
Cause it's my turn to be brave

And I might still cry
And I might still bleed
These thorns in my side
This heart on my sleeve
And lightening may strike
This ground at my feet
And I might still crash
But I still believe

This is the moment I stand here all alone
With everything I have inside, everything I own