說好不再流淚就不會流，即使心再痛淚就在眼眶。
這條路，我一個人走。
這條路，我一個人走。
Sunday, September 2, 2012
Sunday, July 15, 2012
The everlasting day
Come to me, be in my dreams
Longing for those memories
I'd still remember all the sorrows & pain
It feels like a crazy thing
It's harder to slip away
Seems like we had a fragile heart
No one else can break apart
Faded memories, those laugthers and tears
Bring us back all those years that will never end
Promises that will last forever
Someday we'll fly away
To find the better way
Hold my hand, don't let it go
You & I would stand tall
Someday we'll fly away
Over the sky through the rain
'Coz I hope & I pray
We would have a day
The everlasting day
Longing for those memories
I'd still remember all the sorrows & pain
It feels like a crazy thing
It's harder to slip away
Seems like we had a fragile heart
No one else can break apart
Faded memories, those laugthers and tears
Bring us back all those years that will never end
Promises that will last forever
Someday we'll fly away
To find the better way
Hold my hand, don't let it go
You & I would stand tall
Someday we'll fly away
Over the sky through the rain
'Coz I hope & I pray
We would have a day
The everlasting day
Saturday, July 14, 2012
最好不相识
第一最好不相见，如此便可不相恋。
第二最好不相知，如此便可不相思。
第三最好不相伴，如此便可不相欠。
第四最好不相惜，如此便可不相忆。
第五最好不相爱，如此便可不相弃。
第六最好不相对，如此便可不相会。
第七最好不相误，如此便可不相负。
第八最好不相许，如此便可不相续。
第九最好不相依，如此便可不相偎。
第十最好不相遇，如此便可不相聚。
但曾相见便相知，相见何如不见时。
安得与君相诀绝，免教生死作相思。
第二最好不相知，如此便可不相思。
第三最好不相伴，如此便可不相欠。
第四最好不相惜，如此便可不相忆。
第五最好不相爱，如此便可不相弃。
第六最好不相对，如此便可不相会。
第七最好不相误，如此便可不相负。
第八最好不相许，如此便可不相续。
第九最好不相依，如此便可不相偎。
第十最好不相遇，如此便可不相聚。
但曾相见便相知，相见何如不见时。
安得与君相诀绝，免教生死作相思。
Saturday, July 7, 2012
三寸天堂
停在这里不敢走下去,让悲伤无法上演.
下一页你亲手写上的离别,由不得我拒绝.
这条路我们走得太匆忙,拥抱着并不真实的欲望.
来不及等不及回头欣赏,木兰香遮不住伤.
不再看天上太阳透过云彩的光,不再找约定了的天堂.
不再叹你说过的人间世事无常,借不到的三寸日光.
那天堂是我爱过你的地方.
想爱不能爱的悲伤,人世无常的无奈,只剩下回忆中的三寸日光.
下一页你亲手写上的离别,由不得我拒绝.
这条路我们走得太匆忙,拥抱着并不真实的欲望.
来不及等不及回头欣赏,木兰香遮不住伤.
不再看天上太阳透过云彩的光,不再找约定了的天堂.
不再叹你说过的人间世事无常,借不到的三寸日光.
那天堂是我爱过你的地方.
想爱不能爱的悲伤,人世无常的无奈,只剩下回忆中的三寸日光.
Sunday, May 6, 2012
You know my name, not my story
I know it's been like forever since my previous post.
I owe all my readers a big sorry =P
So much so of the hiatus and now that poppy is finally back in action, I need some time to adapt to the new "dashboard" or whatsoever you call it. I guess I really had abandoned my baby blog for quite awhile that I'm totally clueless about all these changes *Whoa* !
Wondering what poppy has been working on lately?
Well, it's still the good ol' story. Work, work & work of course. In the midst of my super-tight schedule, Mr. Problem & Ms. Trouble manage to find their way to me, unsurprisingly. FML to the max I know.
Life's been treating poppy averagely in 2012 thus far, there are some ups and downs, dramatically. Just like the rest of the girls in the universe, I'm doing my best not to drain my bank account. So please, dear God, do love me back. Poppy is just so uber broke nowadays, she needs more bullets to fulfill her wants and needs.
It'd be lovely if any angels out there could grant her these:
1) Perfume - Coach by Poppy
2) A brand new summer wardrobe
3) Charles & Keith Tote Bag
4) Charm Necklace from Thomas Sabo
5) A Semi-pro DSLR
6) The latest iPhone (it's a need now =[ )
7) Any IT Gadgets =))))))
8) A trip to Paris, France
9) More and more money, well in the future
10) A wish come true
10 is not that much after all, and no harm day-dreaming that my angel will come for me.
I believe hard work pays off, and all I need to do is to set my dreams higher and fight for it.
I'm not a materialistic girl who's chasing after branded goods, but sometimes I do salute those gold-digger who have a sugar daddy that could provide a so-called back end support, well financially to them.
Alright, don't get me wrong you hoes. It's not that I admire them, but you see, it's always a mutual benefit thingy and I can never understand why girls can go all out and betrayed their morale to win all these, be it fame or money.
And spoiled brats who are born in affluent family, you don't deserve a score in my impressive list either.
Want my respect? Earn the honor on your own then.
I might have a wealthy kin, but I ain't any filthy pampered lass you see on the street. And I'm proud to be an independent and distinctive young lady. All because I earn every penny by myself without counting on any connection I have. So you don't judge me based on my look, unless you've walked a mile in my shoes and been through my journey.
You know my name, not my story.
I owe all my readers a big sorry =P
So much so of the hiatus and now that poppy is finally back in action, I need some time to adapt to the new "dashboard" or whatsoever you call it. I guess I really had abandoned my baby blog for quite awhile that I'm totally clueless about all these changes *Whoa* !
Wondering what poppy has been working on lately?
Well, it's still the good ol' story. Work, work & work of course. In the midst of my super-tight schedule, Mr. Problem & Ms. Trouble manage to find their way to me, unsurprisingly. FML to the max I know.
Life's been treating poppy averagely in 2012 thus far, there are some ups and downs, dramatically. Just like the rest of the girls in the universe, I'm doing my best not to drain my bank account. So please, dear God, do love me back. Poppy is just so uber broke nowadays, she needs more bullets to fulfill her wants and needs.
It'd be lovely if any angels out there could grant her these:
1) Perfume - Coach by Poppy
2) A brand new summer wardrobe
3) Charles & Keith Tote Bag
4) Charm Necklace from Thomas Sabo
5) A Semi-pro DSLR
6) The latest iPhone (it's a need now =[ )
7) Any IT Gadgets =))))))
8) A trip to Paris, France
9) More and more money, well in the future
10) A wish come true
10 is not that much after all, and no harm day-dreaming that my angel will come for me.
I believe hard work pays off, and all I need to do is to set my dreams higher and fight for it.
I'm not a materialistic girl who's chasing after branded goods, but sometimes I do salute those gold-digger who have a sugar daddy that could provide a so-called back end support, well financially to them.
Alright, don't get me wrong you hoes. It's not that I admire them, but you see, it's always a mutual benefit thingy and I can never understand why girls can go all out and betrayed their morale to win all these, be it fame or money.
And spoiled brats who are born in affluent family, you don't deserve a score in my impressive list either.
Want my respect? Earn the honor on your own then.
I might have a wealthy kin, but I ain't any filthy pampered lass you see on the street. And I'm proud to be an independent and distinctive young lady. All because I earn every penny by myself without counting on any connection I have. So you don't judge me based on my look, unless you've walked a mile in my shoes and been through my journey.
You know my name, not my story.
Sunday, January 8, 2012
我是个没安全感的孩子
我可以：
一个人吃饭。
一个人睡觉。
一个人逛街。
一个人游戏。
一个人学习。
一个人发呆。
一个人思考。
一个人电影。
一个人睡觉。
一个人逛街。
一个人游戏。
一个人学习。
一个人发呆。
一个人思考。
一个人电影。
一个人欣赏路过的风景。
一个人遗憾错过的精彩。
一个人读着别人的故事。
一个人打发无聊的时间。
一个人赶走寂寞的侵袭。
一个人抵挡冷气的严寒。
一个人在跌倒后站起来拍拍身上的灰尘。
一个人在受伤后躲起来默默疗心的创伤。
一个人在繁华的都市里找回迷失的自己。
一个人遗憾错过的精彩。
一个人读着别人的故事。
一个人打发无聊的时间。
一个人赶走寂寞的侵袭。
一个人抵挡冷气的严寒。
一个人在跌倒后站起来拍拍身上的灰尘。
一个人在受伤后躲起来默默疗心的创伤。
一个人在繁华的都市里找回迷失的自己。
一个人在残酷的现实里伪装保护着自己..............
所以：
如果你不是真心，就不要轻易插足我的旅程，我很容易感动，很容易满足，也许你不经意对我的好我都会一直记得，也许会因为你不在意的举动会伤心很久。
如果你不是真心，就不要轻易进入我的世界，我不会坚强，不会防备，你说的每句话我都会相信，我能给你的就是绝对的信任。
如果你不是真心，就不要轻易跨进我的国度，我会固执，会小气，我会和你任性，我会和你耍小性子，因为我只想你去感受最真实的我，我不爱伪装。
如果你不是真心，就不要轻易践踏我的心灵，我会很珍惜每个进来的人，我不想留给自己太多遗憾...... 等待那个人我投入的会是我全部的真心，我想告诉你选择我是你的福气，失去我是你这辈子最大的损失，因为没有第二个人会如此珍惜你，并不是要的太多的回报，只要一点点就可以让我死心塌地。
恋爱了，只是爱的人，有时并不真的存在，他可能只是一堵无辜的白墙，被你狂热的，把你心里最向往的爱情电影，全部在他身上投影一遍，但是自己绝对不会成为爱情的乞丐，不需要你来施舍的爱情。
如果当爱已消失，无比错愕，不懂发生了什么，这时虽也可百般逼问，但逼问恐是徒增难堪而已，闭目回想当初这爱降临时，其实也是何等的不明白没道理，怎么来就会怎么去，这样悠然回首后，也许能醒悟爱的本质毕竟如此，然后放开了……
仅仅是久梦初醒，梦醒时分。
Saturday, December 17, 2011
Take me back to the person I used to be
虽然不知道是谁，可是你心里住着一个他，至少我是懂的。
看你为他情绪飘浮不定，坐立难安，我真的很心痛。
其实单身不好吗？你身边总不缺乏对你好的人，你一句心情不好，他们就疯狂得尽力讨好你，让你开心，忘记烦恼。
坦白说，我自己也很矛盾。看见他们向你献殷勤，我打从心里替你高兴，相信你得到足够的疼爱会暂时忘记那个他。但有时我真的很希望你可以尽快找到一个靠岸停泊，那么我也能锁定我唯一的对手。
让你爱上我，真的很难吗？还是根本不可能？
如果五年后，你未嫁我未娶， 我们可不可以走在一起？
只要还有希望，多久我也愿意等，因为我知道你值得，我知道你就是我要找的幸福。
有个男生是这么在面子书上和我说的。说实在，我很感动。认识他那么久，怎么可能他的心意我都不清楚。我觉得我自己这一路上都在跌跌撞撞，在爱情上碰过无数的钉子，都已经遍体鳞伤了，还能怎么爱？我多希望有个人可以和我说他也喜欢我。
可是我讨厌无止尽的等待。我的青春，我的时间是有限的。所以 我宁可选择忘记，继续过各自的生活，也许命中注定有些人只能成为过客。放弃他，放过自己，这样对谁都好。
有很多朋友都说我是个多情人，因为心总是太软。只要被哄一下，以前的怨恨都可以一笔抹去。
虽然多情，可是我不容易去爱。一方面是不知道谁才是真正爱我的人，而另一面则不懂自己到底爱着谁。我有时甚至怀疑自己是不是真的那么值得被爱，还是我太好骗？
爱情真的很玄很妙。从前，你喜欢一个人，以为没了他就会失去全世界。直到他伤了你的心，你决定往前走。随后再遇到一个让你心动的人，他让你了解什么叫做真爱，你以为找到了对的人，就可以忘记那道开始愈合的伤口。可是你错了，你还是会眷恋着前一个他，把他和你的点点滴滴收藏在心里的某个角落，时不时就拿出来回忆。结果，你一直重复走着同样的一条路，身边陪着你的人换了又换，还是没有走到终点。而心里已经被穿了无数个洞，住着那些痛苦的过去。
你，是不是，也和我一样？
Where's the happy ending?
I've been reminding myself constantly lately, If you wanted to talk you'd make an effort.
And maybe it goes both way.
But then again I need to stop making excuses for you.
I guess I'm just too tired of hoping on something that might never happen.
Sometimes I hate my heart for choosing you.
And maybe it goes both way.
But then again I need to stop making excuses for you.
I guess I'm just too tired of hoping on something that might never happen.
Sometimes I hate my heart for choosing you.
Friday, October 21, 2011
I just want happiness, as simple as that...
有一天，我们可不可以如此幸福——一起去想去的地方看美丽风景，一起吃想吃的小吃再细细回味，在每一处留下我们的足迹与回忆。
有 一天，我们可不可以如此幸福——去爬从前说过要一起去的山，彼此依偎看天际明亮的星，对着流星许下相依相守的诺言。
有 一天，我们可不可以如此幸福——买一所不大不小的房子，一起设计一起装饰，一起置办家里所有的东西，把温馨渗透在点点滴滴中。
有 一天，我们可不可以如此幸福——晚上有你温暖的怀抱，偶尔像小孩子一样吵着要你唱歌，然后你无奈却宠溺的摸摸我的头，让我听着你的声音入眠。
有 一天，我们可不可以如此幸福——每天都能吃到你做的可口饭菜，不顾形象的大口大口吃掉，看你微笑着帮我擦掉嘴角的残渣。
有 一天，我们可不可以如此幸福——我偶尔无理取闹，你总是宽容体谅，有时候拌嘴冷战，最后再一起妥协。
有一天，我们可不可以 如此幸福——在对方忙碌的时候，适时的退到一旁，不去打扰默默想念，必要时端一杯热茶，安静的等待对方忙完。
有 一天，我们可不可以如此幸福——在我晚归的时候，昏黄的灯光下总有你的身影，默默地走过去轻轻的抱住你，然后一起回属于我们的家。
有 一天，我们可不可以如此幸福——一起去逛街买衣服，有你为我搭配，有我为你挑选，再冷的冬天也有彼此的心相互温暖。
有一 天，我们可不可以如此幸福——彼此明白对方不是最好的，知道对方的种种缺点，却依然执着的爱着，依然愿意为了对方踏入“围城”。
有 一天，我们可不可以如此幸福——不计较对方的付出与自己的所得，只在乎对方是否幸福是否快乐，当相爱慢慢变成一种习惯，平平淡淡也一样刻骨铭心。
若 是有一天，我们可以如此幸福，我愿意把你的幸福当做我的幸福，我愿意在你难过流泪时，将你轻轻抱在怀里，告诉你无论如何，我会一直陪在你身边。
若 是有一天，我们可以如此幸福，我愿意在日历上记下每一个值得纪念的日子，我们一起追忆那些往事，将甜蜜和美好永远记在心里。
若 是有一天，我们可以如此幸福，我愿意守候你一生一世，执子之手，与子偕老，永远不离不弃。，我的爱不奢华，但真实，必要时我愿意为你赴汤蹈火，在所不惜。
有 一天，我们可不可以如此幸福——去爬从前说过要一起去的山，彼此依偎看天际明亮的星，对着流星许下相依相守的诺言。
有 一天，我们可不可以如此幸福——买一所不大不小的房子，一起设计一起装饰，一起置办家里所有的东西，把温馨渗透在点点滴滴中。
有 一天，我们可不可以如此幸福——晚上有你温暖的怀抱，偶尔像小孩子一样吵着要你唱歌，然后你无奈却宠溺的摸摸我的头，让我听着你的声音入眠。
有 一天，我们可不可以如此幸福——每天都能吃到你做的可口饭菜，不顾形象的大口大口吃掉，看你微笑着帮我擦掉嘴角的残渣。
有 一天，我们可不可以如此幸福——我偶尔无理取闹，你总是宽容体谅，有时候拌嘴冷战，最后再一起妥协。
有一天，我们可不可以 如此幸福——在对方忙碌的时候，适时的退到一旁，不去打扰默默想念，必要时端一杯热茶，安静的等待对方忙完。
有 一天，我们可不可以如此幸福——在我晚归的时候，昏黄的灯光下总有你的身影，默默地走过去轻轻的抱住你，然后一起回属于我们的家。
有 一天，我们可不可以如此幸福——一起去逛街买衣服，有你为我搭配，有我为你挑选，再冷的冬天也有彼此的心相互温暖。
有一 天，我们可不可以如此幸福——彼此明白对方不是最好的，知道对方的种种缺点，却依然执着的爱着，依然愿意为了对方踏入“围城”。
有 一天，我们可不可以如此幸福——不计较对方的付出与自己的所得，只在乎对方是否幸福是否快乐，当相爱慢慢变成一种习惯，平平淡淡也一样刻骨铭心。
若 是有一天，我们可以如此幸福，我愿意把你的幸福当做我的幸福，我愿意在你难过流泪时，将你轻轻抱在怀里，告诉你无论如何，我会一直陪在你身边。
若 是有一天，我们可以如此幸福，我愿意在日历上记下每一个值得纪念的日子，我们一起追忆那些往事，将甜蜜和美好永远记在心里。
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Should I just walk away,or try even harder?
You think I wanted to turn out this way?
You think I don't see my own flaws, my own mistakes?
I do,okay? Get that, I do!
More than anything I contemplate about all the things I could have done better.
Or shouldn't have done at all.
But then I thought, why bother?
Sooner or later we have to let it go.
No more hate, no more anger, no more regrets.
You think I don't see my own flaws, my own mistakes?
I do,okay? Get that, I do!
More than anything I contemplate about all the things I could have done better.
Or shouldn't have done at all.
But then I thought, why bother?
Sooner or later we have to let it go.
No more hate, no more anger, no more regrets.
Thursday, September 23, 2010
我走以后
我走以后 你现在的生活 会不会也偶尔想起我 那所谓的以后还是朋友 如何去做 你曾经说我走以后 希望还有联络 能够聆听彼此的苦乐 说实在的 我已不能理智对待了 慢慢学会了沉默 想把你影子摆脱 或许就不难过 夜晚没了你在我身边拥抱着 习惯了
MIA
Sorry for the less update lately, have been busy preparing for exams :P
Speaking about exams, I do wish I could get a better result this time as I couldn't afford another decrement in my CGPA :c My 1st class hons cant be gone!!! xo
One more. Just one last paper and I can prolly enjoy my break :)
By the way, poppy will be MIA for a few weeks. Don't pout.
I'll be back with more updates and nice pics as soon as possible ;)
So do follow my blog yeah readers :$
Speaking about exams, I do wish I could get a better result this time as I couldn't afford another decrement in my CGPA :c My 1st class hons cant be gone!!! xo
One more. Just one last paper and I can prolly enjoy my break :)
By the way, poppy will be MIA for a few weeks. Don't pout.
I'll be back with more updates and nice pics as soon as possible ;)
So do follow my blog yeah readers :$
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
You and Me
Just some random pictures.
B, I hope we can hold our hands together forever, like this.
Our love is still going strong ❤
B, I hope we can hold our hands together forever, like this.
Our love is still going strong ❤
Paramore Live in KL.
Catch PARAMORE LIVE in KUALA LUMPUR on this 19th October!
Oh I heart Hayley Williams...
Oh I heart Hayley Williams...
20 Things about me
20 Things about me
I know this is kinda late but what the heck. 100 is just too long for me and while I'm deprived of sleep, 20 will do. I'll write another 80 when I'm free =) Now, here you go.
I love good food and I love to cook.
The best trips of my life so far were to Australia and China.
I am considered a good listener, but I can’t help interrupting when I have an idea.
I believe nobody can match my mom’s love
I have met some famous people throughout the years, and a lot of aspiring ones.
I know a few people who love to bitch about me.
I love McDonalds french fries and think they’re the best.
My dad is a professional photographer. I am an amateur.
I believe in reincarnation.
I don’t have a favorite color. I love too many to choose.
I have naturally curly hair. But it isn’t naturally brown.
I am quite a procrastinator.
I am not competitive but I love to win.
Sometimes I miss my old job and old life.
There's a lot of thing that I don't say here in my blog.
I lived in the countryside in England for five years.
I got a car as my birthday gift last year.
I hate calculation.
Love Starbucks coffee and detest instant coffee.
I totally get Tchaikovsky, Rachmaninoff, Stravinsky, Mahler, Beethoven and Copland.
Wishlist
Since my birthday is just around the corner, I’d like to make a shout out to all my besties, friends, families and the boyfie of course about my birthday wish ^ ^* wishing is exactly what I’m going to do since I’ve drained my bank account and is uber broke now LoL. I don’t really need those things but dreaming of it does no harm right?
1) A brand new wardrobe or cosmetic essentials from my favorite brands. (Which girl doesn’t like to get dolled up and have endless garments to choose from eh?)
2) Spa treatment. I’ve been longing for some serious relaxation and pampering.
3) Anywhere out of the city (preferably overseas). I really need a vacation and get rid of the hustle.
4) iPhone 4!!! What more can I say? Everyone is using it! Okay, almost. Nope?
5) A DSLR that can fulfill all my photo-taking needs hehe. Need one that is user-friendly though.
6) Shopping, lunch and movies with my BFFs. Ain’t it lovely?
7) A romantic getaway with the boyfie =)
8) Another Coach tote from the Poppy Collection XD… Now you know why I love this name so damn much!
9) A dwarf lop bunny or djungarian hamster. They’re just way too cute to resist.
10) More and more cash! LoL. I will never tired of money.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
About moi
Hola people!
Since I'm having some new readers around (W.E.L.C.O.M.E. =) *throws confetti* ) and I never introduce myself properly in my blog before. I believe many people are curious about how I look or who am I, so let's start knowing me! LoL
There are some reasons why I picked this name – Poppy G.
My real name is identical with one of the famous blogger we have in Malaysia, *Cough* so you peeps may need to do some guessing work. I chose to use a nickname instead of my real-world name in order to avoid from being stalked by some psychopathic prowler.
On a side note, I do really like the poppy plants *wink*. And G is actually the initial of my own middle name. So guys and girls, you can either call me Poppy or G. =D
On a side note, I do really like the poppy plants *wink*. And G is actually the initial of my own middle name. So guys and girls, you can either call me Poppy or G. =D
I started to blog since 2005 and have shifted here and there as well as changing numerous urls, the credits definitely goes to my distraught frenetic stalker. Let’s pray that I’ll get loose from those lunatics, have my great life back and remain active as Poppy. ^^
This blog normally serves as a platform for me to vent out my anger and frustration, so it tend to be very personal and might contain some vulgarities when I’m in my worst stage LoL.And sometimes I reblog things that inspire me.
Mine is not a very picturesque blog, ehem, so don’t expect to see my fugly face here because me and my friends enjoy being low profile XD. However, I do occasionally let some beautiful pictures light up my boring bloggie, but this rarely happens ahah!
Mine is not a very picturesque blog, ehem, so don’t expect to see my fugly face here because me and my friends enjoy being low profile XD. However, I do occasionally let some beautiful pictures light up my boring bloggie, but this rarely happens ahah!
I’m of mix-parentage and now in my early 20’s, currently working on my thesis, struggling hard to reach the finishing line. I live in the city and travel a lot since I was a kiddo, am totally passionately in love with fashion, music and photography. If you want to know me more, you just have to follow my blog =)
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