The everlasting day

Come to me, be in my dreams
Longing for those memories
I'd still remember all the sorrows & pain
It feels like a crazy thing
It's harder to slip away

Seems like we had a fragile heart
No one else can break apart
Faded memories, those laugthers and tears
Bring us back all those years that will never end
Promises that will last forever

Someday we'll fly away
To find the better way
Hold my hand, don't let it go
You & I would stand tall
Someday we'll fly away
Over the sky through the rain
'Coz I hope & I pray
We would have a day
The everlasting day

最好不相识

     第一最好不相见，如此便可不相恋。
　　第二最好不相知，如此便可不相思。
　　第三最好不相伴，如此便可不相欠。
　　第四最好不相惜，如此便可不相忆。
　　第五最好不相爱，如此便可不相弃。
　　第六最好不相对，如此便可不相会。
     第七最好不相误，如此便可不相负。
　　第八最好不相许，如此便可不相续。
　　第九最好不相依，如此便可不相偎。
　　第十最好不相遇，如此便可不相聚。
　　但曾相见便相知，相见何如不见时。
　　安得与君相诀绝，免教生死作相思。

三寸天堂

停在这里不敢走下去,让悲伤无法上演. 　　
下一页你亲手写上的离别,由不得我拒绝. 　　
这条路我们走得太匆忙,拥抱着并不真实的欲望.
来不及等不及回头欣赏,木兰香遮不住伤.
不再看天上太阳透过云彩的光,不再找约定了的天堂.
不再叹你说过的人间世事无常,借不到的三寸日光.
那天堂是我爱过你的地方.
想爱不能爱的悲伤,人世无常的无奈,只剩下回忆中的三寸日光.

You know my name, not my story

I know it's been like forever since my previous post.
I owe all my readers a big sorry =P

So much so of the hiatus and now that poppy is finally back in action, I need some time to adapt to the new "dashboard" or whatsoever you call it. I guess I really had abandoned my baby blog for quite awhile that I'm totally clueless about all these changes *Whoa* !

Wondering what poppy has been working on lately?

Well, it's still the good ol' story. Work, work & work of course. In the midst of my super-tight schedule, Mr. Problem & Ms. Trouble manage to find their way to me, unsurprisingly. FML to the max I know.

Life's been treating poppy averagely in 2012 thus far, there are some ups and downs, dramatically. Just like the rest of the girls in the universe, I'm doing my best not to drain my bank account. So please, dear God, do love me back. Poppy is just so uber broke nowadays, she needs more bullets to fulfill her wants and needs.

It'd be lovely if any angels out there could grant her these:

1) Perfume - Coach by Poppy
2) A brand new summer wardrobe
3) Charles & Keith Tote Bag
4) Charm Necklace from Thomas Sabo
5) A Semi-pro DSLR
6) The latest iPhone (it's a need now =[ )
7) Any IT Gadgets =))))))
8) A trip to Paris, France
9) More and more money, well in the future
10) A wish come true


10 is not that much after all, and no harm day-dreaming that my angel will come for me.

I believe hard work pays off, and all I need to do is to set my dreams higher and fight for it.

I'm not a materialistic girl who's chasing after branded goods, but sometimes I do salute those gold-digger who have a sugar daddy that could provide a so-called back end support, well financially to them.

Alright, don't get me wrong you hoes. It's not that I admire them, but you see, it's always a mutual benefit thingy and I can never understand why girls can go all out and betrayed their morale to win all these, be it fame or money.

And spoiled brats who are born in affluent family, you don't deserve a score in my impressive list either.
Want my respect? Earn the honor on your own then.

I might have a wealthy kin, but I ain't any filthy pampered lass you see on the street. And I'm proud to be an independent and distinctive young lady. All because I earn every penny by myself without counting on any connection I have. So you don't judge me based on my look, unless you've walked a mile in my shoes and been through my journey.

You know my name, not my story. 

我是个没安全感的孩子

我可以：

一个人吃饭。
一个人睡觉。
一个人逛街。 
一个人游戏。
一个人学习。 
一个人发呆。 
一个人思考。
一个人电影。

一个人欣赏路过的风景。
一个人遗憾错过的精彩。
一个人读着别人的故事。
一个人打发无聊的时间。
一个人赶走寂寞的侵袭。
一个人抵挡冷气的严寒。
一个人在跌倒后站起来拍拍身上的灰尘。
一个人在受伤后躲起来默默疗心的创伤。
一个人在繁华的都市里找回迷失的自己。

一个人在残酷的现实里伪装保护着自己..............

 

 

所以：

如果你不是真心，就不要轻易插足我的旅程，我很容易感动，很容易满足，也许你不经意对我的好我都会一直记得，也许会因为你不在意的举动会伤心很久。

如果你不是真心，就不要轻易进入我的世界，我不会坚强，不会防备，你说的每句话我都会相信，我能给你的就是绝对的信任。

如果你不是真心，就不要轻易跨进我的国度，我会固执，会小气，我会和你任性，我会和你耍小性子，因为我只想你去感受最真实的我，我不爱伪装。

如果你不是真心，就不要轻易践踏我的心灵，我会很珍惜每个进来的人，我不想留给自己太多遗憾...... 等待那个人我投入的会是我全部的真心，我想告诉你选择我是你的福气，失去我是你这辈子最大的损失，因为没有第二个人会如此珍惜你，并不是要的太多的回报，只要一点点就可以让我死心塌地。

恋爱了，只是爱的人，有时并不真的存在，他可能只是一堵无辜的白墙，被你狂热的，把你心里最向往的爱情电影，全部在他身上投影一遍，但是自己绝对不会成为爱情的乞丐，不需要你来施舍的爱情。

如果当爱已消失，无比错愕，不懂发生了什么，这时虽也可百般逼问，但逼问恐是徒增难堪而已，闭目回想当初这爱降临时，其实也是何等的不明白没道理，怎么来就会怎么去，这样悠然回首后，也许能醒悟爱的本质毕竟如此，然后放开了……

仅仅是久梦初醒，梦醒时分。