梦

你给了我一个梦

让我不停

朝这方向努力追寻

如今

你却亲手粉碎这个梦

伤透了我的心

That girl is back.

Hey guys,poppy is back!

I know I've abandoned this blog for months...I'm so sorry~

Many things occurred recently and it happened so soon I don't know how to start talking about those issues.

This is just a quick post to remind you guys that Haus of Mode will be opening to all very soon.So stay tuned,peeps...

I'll blog and update about my life again as soon as I'm freeeeeeeeeee,bahaha...

Oh well,I've decided to NOT adding a tagboard in my blog,I'm sick of those spam and anon msgs mainly degrading and criticizing me.

And so this will be it.Ciaoz.

ps: Thank you for the free publicity.I never knew you love me so much you keep talking about me behind my back!WHOA...you really deserved a broom award from me.

♥random

Tis the season to be jolly...tralalalalalalalala...

Yes, Christmas is coming and I'm counting down to it, I'm not a kid but I still believe in Santa.

Oh, I heart December, all I wish for Christmas is a better year ahead, no more miseries no more frustrations and no more ape shits...well, hopefully!

I was browsing friends' blog like usual this morning and there's this girl that came across me and her attitude pissed me off. So the story goes like this...

She changed her blog template and claimed to be her own design. WTF!!! She credited the real designer though BUT put her own blog URL as the link on the name. Which means she claimed herself to be DancingSheep, the original designer!

Holy shit, DancingSheep happened to be my friend, She's a Singaporean and have been designing blog skin for years! And that retard steal my friend's artwork and made it as her own...RIPPER so she is!!! Such a spoilt BITCH!

Forget about her. I've got so much things to do. Yeaa and the line sucks like seriously double the suck! The connection is actually alright but I just dunno why it run so slow. I can only open one tab...ONLY ONE Jesus! I can't play games I can't tweet I can't open my portal I can't chat with friends I can't view my FB I can't watch movies I can't order stocks...I just can't do anything except BLOG...

GOD, PLEASE SAVE THE WORLD AND MAKE IT RIGHT + FAIR ...

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一直都睡不好，好怕一旦闭上眼睛之后又被噩梦惊醒...

最近都常常哭着入眠哭着醒来，老天爷是否觉得我还不够可怜呢？

昨夜你说的每一句在我脑海里依然历历在目

说真的，我觉得那很伤人心

我知道你在想什么，也许你觉得我会和你在一起是因为你会为我赴汤蹈火

你错了

若我是这种人，我要挑也选个比你的能力好几倍的

不晓得你为何还不懂我的心

当你为我做了某样事,我开心的说我爱你难道错了吗？

或许你觉得有点不真实

你清楚我不轻易把那三个字挂在嘴边

可惜你只对了一半

不要在我还没放弃时你却放弃了

如果我不爱你我不会留到现在

要离开你真的很难

我不走并不全因为害怕回去会怎样

而是我舍不得，我早已决定要坚持到底

但愿你也会和我一样，陪我作战

要问你愿不愿意的人是我

请你不要再质疑我的真心了

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希望你看了之后亲口和我说你的答案

别让我觉得你漠不关心不闻不问

至少让我明白我写了的并不完全白费心机

♥ I wish...

Honestly, this blog serve as a platform for me to vent my anger and frustration. If it wasn't because of the insomnia, infinite boredom and hopeless miseries, I wouldn't be that motivated to blog at this time. (So you readers please don't expect to see any pictures here.) My life is at its worst condition. Never have I felt like this before. It's like my life is not mine anymore, I had to tell myself to be contended and love it as long as I can still dream and believe there's hope...

That was then and this is now. I stopped THIS and I stopped THAT...

Everything I love doing in the past remained stagnant since I decided to further my studies...

I gave up my career and passion just to get a f**king damn cert and pleased my parents, showing them I could survive in the reality by promising a bright and guaranteed future with that bloody degree.

omgwthfml...

I always imagine the life I might be living if I have not chosen to be where I'm now. I used to be the one who take the lead, now I felt like I'm one step slower than my peers, always wasting time pondering what to do next. How I wish I could forget the heaps of shit and just have fun like any other girls out there!

Seriously, I don't even club now. I mean my existence in club was like almost zero! I hide my traces as good as possible and conceal my feelings, nobody knows what I'm thinking and what is my ability. All they can see is a geek in me. If it's not for tutorials, I wouldn't have stepped my feet outside the house. My daily life is so dull and simple it only comprises of eat, sleep, study, movies, blog and FB. Get my point now?

Life is always filled with ambiguity. I get my freedom when I'm away from home but I'll have to be on my own in every aspect of life, and it seems like troubles are never tired and sick of me. But as soon as I have my holidays, I need to be home. Deplorably, I can't hide from them. Sometimes it's good to be back but I can't breathe if they start turning me into a marionette.

When will I have my luck back?I'm like a lost soul...