I've been sitting here for a couple of hours now and my mind is blank.
I can't get this feeling out of my head.
I can't even describe how I feel.
This feeling doesn't make sense to me.
Why do we feel empty inside?
Is it the process or Is it a test?
I don't want anymore test.
Sometimes I just wish I could feel nothing as much as I wish I could feel you.
During the sleepless night,I used to just lay there in my bed and try to find a reason.
A reason to stay...
A reason to leave...
A reason to give up...
A reason to believe...
A reason to remember...
A reason to forget...
A reason to love...
A reason to hate...
A reason just about everything.
I wonder where did I go wrong? What's wrong with me?
I got tired of finding a reason so I stopped.
Sometimes all you need is just to stop for a minute.
More stupid questions will only lead to more stupid answers.
Not everything happen for a reason.
Flashback memories might kill,
but they come and go as well as feelings.
Nothing is simple in life,
Why make them more complicated anyway?
This I told myself.
