♥Truth hurt

Am having insomnia again...Can't believe that I just had my super late supper @ super early breakfast!The massive headache is killing me...One of my friends was chatting with me yesterday night,we talked about life...and she described it in a word:awesome...-.- when she asked me how's mine,I replied:awful...truthfully,great things will never happened in my life,okay,maybe it does,just seldom!If chocolate is bittersweet,I 'll always get to taste the bitterness,If there's up and down for roller-coaster,then I'll always stay at down there.Hurt,ain't it?
I know it sounds stupid but I do cry in the middle of the night and covered my teary face with my teddy,and I cried damn lot!That could explain on why my eyes always seem swollen...-.- I could not tell anyone about my grief,there's no way better than crying in my sleep.Sometimes,friends cannot be counted on.They might betray us,they might turn their head away when you need help...Human cannot be trusted at all...sigh!
And so I'm almost in the dead end now...Oh Jesus,needs help seriously,do rescue me...

Never let life's hardships disturb you ...
no one can avoid problems,
not even saints or sages.
♥G